My sinus is acting up again, and I can’t work properly without pinching my nose once in a while to stop the pain. And a while back, I was feeling a terrible heartache, literally. I can tell it’s my heart because it’s coming from the upper-left side of my chest. It lasted for about 15 minutes but that’s over now. Thank God.

Lately I’ve also been having headaches, which I hope doesn’t have anything to do with my eyes. Having had to face the computer almost daily for more than a year now — not counting my high school and college days spent mostly in front of a monitor as well — contributes a lot to my suspicion that I might be having eye problems of some sort. And while the idea of wearing glasses appealed much to me when I was just 9 or 10 years old (I was strangely envious of my classmates who were wearing one), today that idea has transformed into a fear. I hate the thought of having to wear a pair of eyeglasses and feel limited to the things I want to do like sports or swimming (not that I’m still doing those now like I used to). So as much as I can, I want to claim that I have a 20-20 vision, thank you very much. :P

And this one’s kinda embarrassing, but I’ve also been experiencing constipation for over 6 months now. Yes, I’ve watched the Oprah episode where they tackled the subject of that condition including the possible dangers of it. And yes, I’m a little scared. :(

But hey, I’m still alive! And I’m probably just overreacting. Hehe. I think it’s time for me to regularly take those vitamins my mom sent me that I’ve been keeping in my cabinet. Whoopsie. :D

I may not have the slightest idea of what’s actually happening to me right now, but one thing I know for sure…

I need my mom. :(